Temporary Goodbye.

He had to go back to New Zealand because reality is there. Yes, the long distance relationship starts today.

I am crying because it will take a while to talk to him in person, hug and kiss him, do the stuff that we love to do and all the things together.

We trust each other both ways and we don't look at this like it's a very bad idea. Long distance relationships work if you're both willing to make everything work. Just because he's not here personally, means that I'm allowed to do whatever I want. We talked about love, that if you love me and I love you, we think before we act. That if I do this, Jolo/Jen will never get hurt or will look like an idiot in public. I love my guy so much that I take all things maturely. Hindi na ako bata ngayon, I know what I want and I am willing to keep it. No matter the risks. Plus, I know that God is with us. :)

I think I am always gonna cry everytime he will leave me for NZ. :| There's this feeling that I can't explain, separation anxiety! :) Just when I saw him cry for the first time? It broke me a million pieces. :| I love you Jolo. See you soon! :)

All his bags are packed and ready to go. I can't believe I cried in the backseat next to the grannies. :'(

An empty bed. Kanina lang we were making kulit and poof, now you're gone. :( I miss you already!