To cut or not to cut my long hair? I know! It's summer and the heat of the sun is unstoppable! I have this hairdo in my mind that I've been planning to get but I don't know if now is the right time. I mean, I love my LONG hair. Oh this is a dilemma! No really! :D

If this is PMS then the hell, it's a good one! :)

It's a Monday, I am in the mall and I FEEL GREAT! Yeah, I loved to say it, very much! :)

I woke up 3 am in the morning, decided to watch a movie. On my list, "The Reader". My dad used to say that it's just another bold movie. I was a bit curious (not that it sound porn-ish to me) because I know Kate Winslett won an Oscar award in that film! So I watched it.
Guess what? Tears went streaming in my eyes! Holy! Now I have puffy eyes! :)) I can't believe how much a crybaby I was! I am hilariously emotional! Hahaha!

I like David Kross - the young Michael Berg! :) His acting is... superb to me!

After the movie, I read some of my newly bought magazines and updated my calendar. Then I decided to hit the mall. :) I deposited cash to the Jolo/Jen savings account. :) It's for ze future! Hahaha! I am very glad I get to do this today. During weekdays, it's hard to drop by the bank since I always get tired from work all I do is sleep! :)) I did some grocery, mostly Jellies and Jellies. Hahaha! I have this thing in my mind that I'm about to put in action a little later. :] So right this very moment, I did a little research! Haha. I got my comfy food with me. Oh this is a perfect Monday! Should it be like this the whole week? :)

Apple Berry Juice Freeze, Strawberry Waffle and Plankton (my lappy) in Starbucks. :)

REALITY CHECK!

Work hasn't been a pain in my royal ass lately. Everything went fine and I had no audit since what? Two weeks ago? I can hardly remember! :) Speaking of work, my 6th month pay finally came and I am very happy about it! Happy to be able to give money to my dad! He doesn't really ask money from me ever since I started working, the thing is, I really want to pay him back with everything he has given to me. I want to give him everything he desires since he's been doing that to me ever since I was a kid up to now. :) I've got great parents, and now that I've got a great job, I get to share it with them. :)

Finally, the HK trip with the best friend is happening soon! :) I can't believe how cheap a round trip ticket is! I am so sorry but now that I am earning enough, some stuff look cheap to me than before. :) I am not bragging, just saying! Haha! I think I wanna tour Asia! And New Zealand! Really soon! :) So please, mother Earth, let me and my fancy feet see the whole world! 2012 is not happening! Aye! ;)

Okay, I am blogging like a highschool kid! So what!?

So tonight, I've got plans already! The team (in the office) decided to rent a resort house in Antipolo and I was asked to go. At first, I was in a hesitant to come because I might not enjoy because honestly, I don't mingle with a lot of people in the office. Then, I thought about my friends and how they bailed on me once we planned something like going out. This time, they asked and begged for me to go. I couldn't say no, I have such a big heart, no room for getting mad or whatever. I thought about my barkada and how they said they'll be partying on a Friday where in I won't be able to go because I have work. They might not go out on Saturday since they partied on a Friday. I think I don't want to stay home. So yeah, I pretty much said yes. :)

I love weekends! I get to have fun and not be serious like I am at work! Free spirit :)

I have to be sleeping now since I am going out tonight. Just want to share how amazing the Boyfriend is.
I know, it's been 3 months since I last saw him and kissed him and all the other stuff. It kind of suck to miss him so bad and not do anything about it. The wonderful thing is, I am still in love with him. Even more! :) I love the way he texts me and talks to me, he makes me really happy even when we're far apart. I just hope things won't change. :) You are amazing love! Keep it up! Haha! :D

Blackberry pictures insert!

This is me, a few hours ago. I know, I wore stripes again! Hahaha! It makes me look thin so bear with me! Lol. :)

This picture, however, was taken a few days ago. I put my hair in the back of my collar to make it look shorter and this is what I get. I think I want to cut it already but nanghihinayang ako. I haven't had a longer-than-my-elbow hair even before, I think I want to achieve that look in the future! Goodluck to me!

I don't drink coffee anymore unless it's Coffee Jelly. I've had like 5 Apple Berry Juice Freezes this month! My Gosh! Must stop! :) Look at the new Starbucks' cups! :)

Last girlfriend bonding with Leslie and Agnes! Ugh my face looks fat, but the heck! Hahaha! I love this picture! :)

K, that's it for now. Hitting the sack! Have a great weekend y'all. :)

Bolero from SG

A best friend from Singapore finally went back to the country for a one week vacation. :) It is quite fast but it's better than not come home! Right?

Kitt is one of those guys I love talking to because 1. He doesn't judge 2. He has so many things to say 3. He gives me plenty of good advice! I love this guy to bits! He's just as wonderful as always, shared too many stories from his big man journey in SG! :)

I have a question though, why do people seem to mature when they get out of the country? They are interesting to listen to. It's like they know so many stuff I wish I knew too! ;)

Another good day with friends, I miss this! :) Great Sunny Sunday!

Goodbye Lolo Ting :')

May the heavens welcome you as you reunite with the Father God :)

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After work, I went home and headed to Lolo Ting's burial at Loyola Memorial Park. I cried of course, watching his wife, my Lola Lulu, cry and feel pain. It gave me a hard time. Knowing that she's alone now. They were just inseparable.

Well, things really do change. Death eventually comes. The end of a new beginning. Again, we love you Lolo Ting. May you rest in peace.

On death and losing a loved one

It was a good day, a new start of the week for me. I was on my way to work, Jolo and I were texting, catching up about the things that had happened lately when suddenly I received a text from my eldest sister telling me that my favorite lolo just died.

First thing that came through my mind is that how much I regret not visiting him in the hospital though I knew that he's really sick and almost dying. I thought that maybe I can visit him next weekend or some other day. I regret regret regret not being able to talk to him and joke with him (cus that's the thing he likes to do best). He is the happiest - carefree person I have ever met. Problems do not show in his face. He talks a lot, he is a keeper and I really miss him. :(

He is my Grandpa's brother. My grandpa is still alive though he has Parkinson's disease. My favorite lolo died because he's been sick with Cancer of the colon. He was a diet freak. He is a healthy person, I don't understand why of all people, he's the one who's been diagnosed with such a disease. :(

I cried for a couple of hours, tried my best to not cry (again) at work and went home with his memories until I slept. Today, we decided to visit the first day of his wake at Mt. Carmel Church in New Manila.

I was again, admiring the church and everything that surrounds it. It was indeed such a big church!

He looked really peaceful. This made me happy, seeing him all peaceful and not experiencing pain anymore. I guess it gives us all the thought that it's for the better. God took him because he is a good person, he probably needs an angel. :) He is the perfect person for that position.

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I took a walk and found the Crematorium section of the church. The place smelled like a hundred flowers mixed altogether, it has become painful in the nose. There were pictures, letters and cards - it was sad.

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I fear death. It's one thing I will never understand. All I know is I wanna be here like HERE forever. I don't want to grow old and die.

I know my Lolo Ting is in a happy place right now. I believe he is with God and all the other angels. I will surely miss you and all the things you do. We love you Lolo Ting. I love you. :")

New week's resolution

March was a blaaaah! I meant at work. :(
I was finally back on track with my grades during February, and now, March didn't give me a good start! I had errors, I had an SLA! And some people just love seeing you fall instead of making you feel better when you're already feeling bad! I just hate you! Err..

Anyway, that's the way how I remember how my Friday was (3/4/2011). No one is to blame, it was me and my carelessness! I just realized a few things now, when you're on top, so much attention is given to you, there are no room for errors. So now, I know what to do! I won't be doing the "Top Producer" thing anymore. I realized how fast I can process and I've been careless at times. I know, my fault! Now the thing is, people won't expect anything from me starting today. I'll do my work neat and clean! Yes, I am very determined at this! I don't care if they realize how slow I am getting as long as I know I'm doing the thing I like, being careful. And there's so much pressure when you're on top anyway. I am now targeting the "Quality" and not the "Quantity".

So yeah, today, no room for errors. If the auditor starts calling me again for his nonsense comments about my work, it better be for a good and reliable reason! You heard me!? :)

All the positive vibes at work today! Bless me! ;)

Hello, March! Let's go marching on! :)

Wow! Time surely is fast! I can't believe we're on the third month already! :) Come on, I'm getting old!

So yes, it's the first day of March. Leslie's birthday! My best friend's birthday! :)